I had seven pregnancies. However, one did not progress. Looking at how my kids are growing up and how God has been using them to fulfill His purpose, i am now wondering what and how could that lost pregnancy have been. Would it had led to us having our first boy, making us have two instead of one? Or another girl? Which ever, i feel that even that brief moment of life within me was able to fulfill its purpose. It made me realize how precious life is. It made me cherish these children living with me right now. They are not perfect, they will never be. But i know they were placed in our family for special reason…. they are the perfect gifts to bless our marriage.